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lyrics
We never ask the right thing
We keep on doing circles, daydreaming
It feels like never ending while we find no meaning
In days of infamy we are still breathing
So this is what i do now every night, bury everything i have in the dark
till the morning light comes to bring them back again to remind me of this never ending focus on the end
i still can't find the line between living and struggling
still everything looks easy and hard at the same time
i should have stopped to pay attention to the way we hold our heart
we care more about ourselves than about making everything less disappointing
we see but don't watch, we are loud but never clear - hey asshole you are thinking only what you want
we hear only what we want, we feel unsafe staying inside our comfort zone - hey asshole you are thinking only what you want
we used to take lies as something connected with our nature - hey asshole you are thinking only what you want
we still do - we still don't - hey asshole you are thinking only what you want
I can't stand to come to peace with my feelings I am convinced i don't need them
Am i helpless or lost? there's so much space in my heart
I keep collecting everything inside i can't choose but i always try to keep them in line, to know they are mine
It's power - it's curse
It's the final storm that's coming but all i see is sunshine in my eyes
I don't want to see what god is showing me
I don't want to hear what everyone is saying
I don't want to see the black clouds coming
I don't want to feel the cold air blowing
It's the final storm that's coming but all i have is hope inside me
I'm drowning